I am in awe that our baby will be here before we know it. I feel so genuinely blessed that I’ll get to experience a deeper love than I ever thought possible. (or so I’ve been told 🙂 ) Our baby is going to make its grand entrance any day now and rock our worlds. To say that the husband and I are excited, it an understatement. However, I can’t help but find myself sitting here in the silence wondering how I’ll adjust to all the new changes that we will be experiencing in just days. So many changes.
I love my husband with my whole heart and it makes me a little sad to think that we won’t have those moments of silence that we both adore so much. Those moments where it is just the two of us and we get to feel like kids in love, without a care in the world, the moments where we can be selfish and just ‘be’ together. Those moments are melting away as we prepare to be a family of three. It is a lot to wrap ones head around.
As the days melt away my anxiousness grows. I am ready to know this new kind of love. I am ready to get to love my husband not only as my husband, but as my child’s amazing father. (serioiusly, I have tears in my eyes as I type that) He will be the best dad to our baby, I just know it.
….I will get to love my husband on a whole new level. As tearful as I am to move out of an amazing chapter in our lives, where it was just the two of us, we are ready to turn the page and experience this new chapter together. We will be parents together and I know our love will only multiply.
I can’t believe that this could be our last Sunday where it is just the two of us. Holy heavens!
Question: Do you get anxious about change?